No one knows where we will be in the future, except from God. I have no idea what will happen and where we will end up, but I have a scary feeling. We already have wars happening right now, this second, and I donate as much as I can to support the children and every single other person who had their homes taken away, but what if it happens everywhere, what if... World War 3 will happen? I'm scared to feel the pain that soldiers and everyone else in WW1 and WW2 felt. Everyone wants peace, and if you don't then you're a really negative person and that's really sad. I hope that the future will be bright and peaceful, that there will be education, food, water and shelter provided for every single person in this world, no matter from what background, religion, culture, country and colour they are. Living in a perfect world, is only in fairytales, but if you actually imagine THIS world, it would look amazing. I hope wherever we end up, we will be safe and happy.
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Forgiveness is the key. And personally, sometimes it's really hard to forgive certain people because of their immature actions, I know. I've been through that. Once, I got bullied for the way I looked and the way my accent was, or the type of skirts I wore (seriously there was nothing wrong with it, it wasn't too short or wasn't too long, they just wanted to find the reason why they should make fun of me). Most of them are boys, and all of this happened when I was in Year 7 up to Year 9. Now that I know my future, and that school is JUST a place to learn in, so really there is no point for me to get angry or even think about ruining my mood because of some people trying to have FUN, BY MAKING FUN OF PEOPLE WHO AREN'T "PERFECT". (I hope the capital letters showed that I was a bit annoyed there). Anyways, time went by and guess what, I've managed to forgive every single person that has thrown so many words at me whilst knowing how sensitive I was (still am). (OMG stop with the brackets and capital letters). To be honest though, I haven't forgave only one person though, at least I didn't have the chance to. She has always been rude to me and tried to ruin my life. I don't accept these types of people, but I do want to know why she wants me to not succeed. Interesting.
I know that this might be a boring subject, but for those that it isn't they might understand. Now before that, I just wanted to say how happy I am that my website has got 30 different people from anywhere reading my posts. I mean, it isn't as much as other famous bloggers get, and I'm not that perfect in writing, but I'm happy that at least someone views it. I hope you understand. Anyways, as I was saying about reading. I like to read. A lot. If you enjoy reading, you could be anywhere in the world, whether in New York, London, Dubai, Hawaii, lonely streets, loud streets, dark corners, light clouds, literally anywhere. And it's a way to stop time too. I like to read out loud to myself when no one's in my room or the house. This way I can hear the words that I'm reading and have seconds thoughts about them. Once I thought that I should write all the words that I don't understand and use a dictionary to find the meanings of. Just being a little extra. Any thoughts?
ps. I'm gonna try and update my blog every Tuesday. Love you all <3 I miss you dad, I really do. And I can't message you personally because I'm scared, I'm scared that you won't get my message or that you'll ignore me. I have only been able to talk to you face to face, once in a year or two. I've only lived with you when I was a baby, and I don't remember much. I wish you could live near me or at least in the country I'm currently staying in. I miss your hugs and your cheek kisses. Remember when we both started crying in a car, because you had to go back to Denmark, and I didn't want to leave you? Do you still remember when we went to a swimming park and spent a whole day there, me running to the kids area and you chasing after me? Do you remember when you brought me roller-skaters, and I couldn't stop riding them when you was gone? Do you remember when we used to Skype every week, because I had no friends to hang out with? I remember. Because I miss you and I love you. Every little memory I have with you means millions to me. I miss hearing your voice, and I miss our jokes. I miss farting quietly in a shop and running away to another side, I miss when you used to want to buy me sweets in the shop, but I used to say "no thank you" because I didn't want to waste your money. I missed having long car journeys with you and listening to rock music while we both move our heads back and front like the metallic music people do. I miss the smell of you, even when you send me a t-shirt, I always smell it so that I can imagine you hugging me. I really miss you.
I am a motivated person. That's how people describe me, and to be honest I agree. I want to do so much as I can while I'm on this Earth, it is unbelievable. I am a deep thinker. That's how people describe me, and to be honest I agree. I think about every single detail that has happened to me or to this world, that even got me to think why it is happening and what can happen in the future. I am a sensitive person. That's how people describe me, and to be honest I agree. I can't control my tears and my fears, I can't control my mind when I'm happy and I can't control my mind when I'm sad. I am a caring person. That's how people describe me, and to be honest I agree. I care for everyone no matter who they are to me, and I will always suggest what to do if they're lost. Being lazy, negative, rude and grumpy, you won't be able to see the positive side of the world. Even if people around you are blunt, don't fall like they did. Become motivated and do as much as your heart tells you to and experience the love of nature and the love of this world. Start to think more deeply, don't ask Google or Yahoo logical questions, figure it out yourself and soon you'll be able to understand the meaning of silence, the meaning of this Earth and the meaning of you. Let some sensitivity in yourself. Have your own limits and have your own fears, fears that will make you stronger once it is done. Let tears fall out when people fall down because they've stopped believing in happiness that this world gives, it will show that you're a caring person. If your friend or anyone needs help, help them without even asking. Bring happiness to your friends, and other people around you <3
Surprise, surprise I am writing again. This time, I am stressed. Me and my mom were meant to fly today to London, but we just got a message that our flight has been cancelled. Me and my mom got freaked out, because my mom has got an Operation and I Need to go to School. Luckily, right now the Airline sent us another recommended flight which will be tomorrow. Our gate will Close at 11am. In London we should be there at like 11am because the time Zone is different. I really wanna go to School because I wanna see my boo. Until I get ready, I think I would be at School before 2. I can still come for the last lesson. Ugne tried looking for some tickets. Right now me and my mom are calmer, but I just want to go to School as soon as possible to see my Baby. I hope tomorrow it doesn't get cancelled for the 3rd time.
Not gonna lie, Germany is pretty clean and beautiful. The only little promblem is that I miss home. If you didn't know, currently I am in Germany because my Godmother is marrying her partner. They are pretty rich and they have a big house, but her partner (now husband) shares half of his house with his daughter that was against the marriage. To be honest if I was in her position, I would be against it as well for many reasons but I wouldn't be moody all day. Everything in here is so neat and quiet, at least where I am staying right now. For some reason there is not a lot of hot food here, but at least there is sauna in hereand a huge dog. I feel sorry for that dog because it probably wants to do his toilet business, but when he farts at home...worse than mine. In here, the most thing I love is that my whole family is here. Maybe there is a lot of drama going on like the Kardashian family, but at the end of the day everyone laughs it off. I think yesterday, my auntie's husband said to my mom that I don't talk much, but when I feel like talking, he likes the way I think. Tomorrow me and my mom are flying back to UK at 8pm, and I have school on Monday...oh boy the jetlag level is gonna be 1852. I can't wait though because I am gonna see my little sweetheart. (I told my mom about him and she was happy, Thank God!)
Does anyone else feel like you're being used by someone? I feel that as well and I know for sure, because I can see it. I don't know what I did to deserve fake eyes looking at mine. I just want everyone to be faithful, loyal and different, because right now everyone is the same; Everyone is looking the same, thinking the same, acting the same. Everyone is thinking without actually thinking about their actions carefully. I just have this reminder in my head that lives end and we have a limited time to live on this Earth, if you believe in Religion or not we still don't know where we will end up and what will happen to us. As I walk by, I image people wearing grey boxes. I know that you shouldn't judge people by the way they look, this is why I image a box with a question mark, before actually judging. Most people that I know wear grey boxes. I am grateful to find a boyfriend and few of my friends that wear a colorful box and I feel like I'm wearing one as well. As I go home from school, on a bus I always see this wall that has a drawing of people with brown boxes on their heads while the background is full of just colorful boxes. That really hit my thoughts and I just want people to understand and learn from it.
Hello, how are you? So as you can see by the title, this is my first blog I have ever done. I really enjoy writing and finding new friends, friends that would support me all the time, not use me and always be happy for me. In my school, I am in year10 and I don't know what grade that is but I think I am a Freshman. Anyways, I realised that I had my eyes closed when I was friends with somebody...She always was fake and will always be 🐍. I haven't really got time to care but I hate people that throw dirt on me after i've done so much for them. Today it was a fun day, i reunited with my old best friend and went to a big shopping centre Westfield also my cousin came and we had a lot of fun and also my boyfriend decided to come and he looked for me everywhere and he found me and ahhh it was so cute♥️ The feeling you get when somebody loves you. Does anyone have somebody that isn't from your family but loves you soooo much they would go to prison just to save you?❤️ By the way, I am the one with a primark bag.
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